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Soila
Lehtonen:
Animal farm
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Extracts from the novel
Nooakan parkki
('Noahannah's barque', Tammi, 2005)
A Royal Navy Three-funnel Brig
The crew:
Matilda, an overeating cat
Five geese
20 hens
A fat narcoleptic cock
A couple of ducks
A goat
Three dogs
48 bats
Six woodpeckers
104 titmice
There's a north-westerly blowing.
Djibouti
253
Three feet long from the east and five from the
west, plus two hat-heights above the earth's surface; standing on
the sauna bench I scan the horizon for any omens a raven,
a woodpecker or a flock of waxwings. A crow would do.
Sailing
a stationary ship is fascinating, for passing time forms the sea
swell, the hours, minutes and seconds are the waves, and your assignment
is the cycle of the year. The same tasks and maintenance jobs are
required as on a moving vessel, such as reefing and repairing the
sails. There's the same pulling in to harbours, setting off for
the high seas, and crossing of time zones. The boiler has to be
stoked up on the hour to maintain a steady speed.
The time
goes by more or less evenly. The weather brings variety to one's
seascape. Two time zones are crossed daily: I cross them as I pass
between the kitchen and the living room, according to my mood, and
I've a choice of progress or regress. If I choose the kitchen I
get an extra hour, for the kitchen clock, wound by a key, shows
me precisely one hour younger than the living-room wall clock.
The crew's
exhausted after the morning's deck scrubbing and sprawls with outstretched
paws in the cabin, snoring. Loudest of all is the fat ship's cat
Matilda, whose snoring recalls the springtime croaking of male frogs.
Although
the uninitiated might claim that the view from the ship's bridge
is always the same asserting that it consists of a certain
number of rocks and trees, including six birches and seven pines
- they'd nevertheless be wrong. The trees and rocks may remain numerically
the same but not qualitatively, or visibly. They're in constant
transformation under the climate not to mention sudden wind
shifts, frosts and rains as well as the clothes line stretched
under the roof beams, creating endless modulations of tone and rhythm.
What's
a trifle over the top is to go shopping no more than once a month,
use no toilet paper or a WC, warm one's cabin with branches and
sticks chopped by oneself, wash in a mere two decilitres of water
a day, wear the same clothes for two weeks on end and yet be as
fresh as an Italian cucumber.
There's
scarcely any water, but it's enough for the crew throughout the
whole long and exhausting year.
HUOMENTA! ('Good morning!')
The stress
on the letter H comes with all the puff-power the human lungs can
muster; the U and O emerge as a part-shout, even though the rest
is whispered as softly as softly brewing herbal tea.
Good morning,
good morning the good mornings are nodded right and left
towards the icons, like obeisances to the Holy Mother. If you weren't
seeing with your own eyes you might suppose there was a white-clad
sister performing her morning rounds in the wounded ward. No 'good
morning' comes in reply. The indeterminate rustling might sound
like the bedclothes of restlessly turning patients.
The 'good
mornings' are scattered as if signs of the cross from a sower's
basket, or 'Lord-have-mercy' from the devout scarved heads of old
ladies in the church.
The crowd
presses itself against the wire-netted entrance to its large pen,
like starving prisoners in a prison camp, while the warder's collecting
the feeders and pans before making the roll call. The whole crowd
is a single trembling heap, like a jelly with feathers. As the door
opens the gang crammed in the entrance take long eager paces towards
the food troughs.
The 'good
morning' call acts as an aperitif, raising the crowds' appetite
to a peak. The empty feeders are collected up, new ones filled,
and fresh water and bedding straw provided.
A flick
of the light-switch and the 'good mornings' brace up the whole crowd.
There's a hustle and a bustle and a chatter round the bunks, with
orderly cleaning of teeth, shaving in front of mirrors, and a crunching,
gurgling and clatter. The sergeant major takes charge of his battalion:
Rayada-Geniza-Girasol-Barley-Autumn-Dorada-Peachy-Pressy-September
11-Brahma-Rain-Mrs Svärd-Hosanna, and Whitey.
'All present
on parade!'
The hen
that's taken possession of the uppermost nesting box stares horizontally
ahead like the cabin driver of a forest harvester. Another hen points
her half-open beak at a distant nesting box on the window sill,
trying to indicate to all present that a helicopter flight would
be appropriate at this point. Like a pole vaulter the hen raises
and lowers her head, getting ready to soar to the entrance of the
nesting box.
Her racket
indicates her determination to get into the box. The rest of the
crowd are in a slightly mawkish post-prandial mood. Only a threadlike
gurgling reveals that today there was Hawaii Blues with garlic for
breakfast.
St
Pierre and Miquelon 508
HERDSWOMAN & POETRY
I'm herding my white she-goat along. The dew's exhaled into the
vastnesses of space, the foaming springtime rivers have plunged
into the voracious waterfalls, and the earth's thrusting up pale
grass tufts, to form a fresh young lawn for my little particle accelerator,
my little white goat, to munch. I drive her through the forest pools,
full of lingonberry shoots. I lean on a rough-barked pine. I hear
a wonderful crunching. The tough lingonberry shoots slip into my
ruminant's gold-cloudberry-coloured paunch.
She's
my lunch bag. My visiting card.
I drive
her across a newly wakening meadow. From under the remaining snow
her lips tenderly nibble wintered bits of vegetation that now look
like crumple-frocked old dears after a long winter bus ride, their
hairdos flattened by leaning against the headrests.
My diligent
goat. My wind-monitor. Every blade of grass she eats is like an
investment, growing interest; she distils the goodness of the herbs
into her divine white fluid, which she milks out to me as a reward
for my loving care. Interest on interest.
Undisturbed
by the Nikkei index, I stand there some might say inactively,
but that's far from the truth. I'm the substitute for a fence, an
electric wire, or a collar and leash.
Only a
freely grazing animal can read the meadows' music, gather the whole
orchestra's resources, flower by flower, into her belly and deliver
a symphony.
A herdswoman
has the same relation to her charge as a conductor to his orchestra.
I'm the orchestra's conductor. The instrumentalists play. Nothing
but seamless co-operation will bring the desired result.
My goat
knows that the wolves won't eat her. As long as I'm here she's safe....
The goat bleats like a Fifties baby doll that cries
when turned upside down. It's a sound that would soften the heart
of a hardened criminal.
With each
babyish cry the goat's sides rise and fall as if pressed by a button.
Such an innocent angelic sound it is, totally different from, say,
a sheep's somewhat feeble baa which is somehow, if you like,
more hollow, mechanical, less soulful. If one were minded to be
mean, one might call the sheep's bleat 'mindless'. With all due
respect to the ovine breed the difference is actual, factual, real.
The sheep's
soul life is less subtle than the goat's.
Could
one compare it to the difference between the horse and the mule?
The goat is more like a dog than the other ruminants, except that
the goat is considerably longer-lived.
Far from
the village outskirts, a dog's bark curls in the wind, forming a
thin shred of sound, its shrillness successfully transmitted regardless
of distance.
I wait
for the cud to rise into the goat's throat. That, regardless of
her paunch, will allow me to decide whether her intake of fresh
vegetation is going as it should. Sometimes the animal eats too
greedily, there's no cud, and that can be dangerous.
A goatherd's
task, compared to a secretary's, a gynaecologist's, a civil servant's
or a municipal official's, is no less onerous.
Vanuatu
678
Congratulate yourselves, city sisters, that there's
no need for you to sink into the mud. The streets and lanes in Chekhov's
time must have been like these. Tucked away in enclosed, coachman-driven
carriages, the ladies sped off to Mrs B's tea party, or Mr C's dinner
dance, with the wheels ploughing the mire halfway up to the axle.
Mud
mire sludge November's mouldering decay, the slushy mush
of water, sand, soil and dung they're the rumbling of internal
organs
. The earth mother's greedy mud-mouth would suck in
a gentleman's galoshes like swallowing two blinis at a time.
The universe's
backside, the bare cheeks behind the sun, are revealed when the
earth turns its peach-and-cream face away from the sun
and
what remains are the micaceous red-granite strata left by the ice
age, all the raw material of the permafrost.
From a
huge ant's egg, or a dinosaur's tooth, I released some green silage,
produced by lactic fermentation. It was for my goat. How many farm-wives
and lambs have been run over by that sort of state-of-the-art Moloch!
The farmer took the giant ball to the end of the yard on a tractor
shovel. The grooves made by the wheels sank deep into dark brown
soup of mud and outsize sheep droppings.
This landscape
was no entrance hall to the underworld, but it lay before us like
a sheer field of death: there were the skeletons of a muddy ditch
and a meadow, showing no sign of life or any greenness. Every living
being beats with its own pulse, in the circulation of its bilge
waters, in the safety vaults of darkness, in time's clock-dialled
virtual salon, at the royal moments of fair weather, when mosquitoes,
blackflies, horseflies, bees and bumblebees measure the distance
between fertilisation and the autumnal withering, when everything
then, astonishingly, stops, and the summer clatter merges with the
thousand sounds of decay which, nevertheless, are not utterly
unlike the medley of sounds at the height of July.
July's
whining of mosquitoes is now replaced by the whining of death's
measuring worms the death knells of each second. Time's waggons
are speeding the summer forwards to the fields of November that
lurk behind August, and beyond to the advent of Christmas. A clack
and flutter of wings is the time-thrush signalling death.
Wearing galosh-black bed socks the new moon arrays herself in scarfskin.
Rosy dawnlight keeps us waiting, then her red petticoat hems are
glimpsed in the porch of dawn as she steps out in her full red,
and nothing but gravity prevents her changing at once from red dawnlight
to red twilight.
THE ABILITY TO FEEL COLD
There's an art in bearing cold. I don't listen to my skin: I'm immune
to its little whimpering. I concentrate my thought elsewhere, and
the feeling of cold's forgotten. Situations do exist where the skin's
whimpering and grumbling become shuddering. Then it's necessary
to do something to stop feeling cold.
Two different
people experience the same low temperature in entirely different
ways. An experienced coldbearer can go about half-naked where an
inexperienced one will shiver in her woollen underwear. Also, a
professional coldbearer knows how to protect her strategic points
- warming her feet with slippers, and muffling her upper neck and
head. The other parts of the body can take an airing without suffering
cold.
Coldness
is sensing the air currents. There's no special mystique there.
Why should the frost be more of a problem than the summer? The body's
adaptable and obeys the psyche's commands without demur. Hardening
the body drills the whimpering skin and stops its whinging about
every little discomfort.
February
4. The world's a large melting snow castle. There's a smell of thaw
in the air. Thawing snow smells breezy with oxygenated air. You
get a hint of spring from the smell of clothes hung out to dry.
It's bath
day for the geese. For months on end the temperature's been below
zero. Their daily ration of water was just enough to dampen their
beaks and heads. But a proper indoors bath wasn't allowed, because
damp was dangerous.
I stamp
down the path to the cowshed, to make it even: in too deep snow
their webbed feet can get hurt. The geese insert their heads in
the bucket and their beaks tap the bottom briefly. The flock's oldest
madam is the most devout bather. She's too fragile to bathe standing
up but lies in the snow in front of the bucket, pouring water on
her neck with her beak. Her feathers look like a big white lump
of dough whose flour not yet absorbed, with cracks and furrows holing
in her feathery covering.
A gander
stands on guard, neck outstretched, and listening to the fluttering
of the tits' and bullfinches' wings. Soil-blackened webs get a bright
cleansing with snow, and the bird opens and closes his beak, producing
lubricant for his feathers. After this oxygen-and-water treatment
the geese tuck their beaks into a nook inside their clean back feathers
and take a snooze.
Lithuania
370
The tree-trunks reflect the strength of the world's
foundations.
I try
to grasp at any old trumped-up reason for staying in bed. With my
soul in discord I study the landscape as it flashes by. As soon
as my eyes are open, conditioned anxiety strikes; I'm like a hare
at the sound of a hunting horn.
The birch
trunks, where the sun gilds them, have something feminine about
them, and at the same time something a trifle hard. The sun brings
out the bone-whiteness of the birch trees; their trunks glow like
bones gnawed clean on the prairie. The landscape is bathed in a
glorious light, every seam and bump of it. The Lutheran dawn is
accusatory about any free, idle moments: that's why the summons
to diligence is indeed one of angelical anxiety's basic causes.
The spring
winds have licked my vessel's deck dry, in almost every hole and
cranny. Just here and there, in some of the larger depressions,
there are darker patches, like the scars of some giant pool. It's
a mild day of dry wind; the cries from the flocks of water-birds
are mingling with the dogs' barking and the furious twittering of
the birds in the trees. Under the sun's beneficence the gritty roads
are being released from the pressure of the frost.
As the
huge spongy snowdrifts are eaten away by the meltwater, the sun
expands the footprints and pawprints, broadening the edges. From
underneath the snow a black patch of earth emerges, till finally
a whole metre of snowdrift has entirely disappeared....
One snowdrift has fallen flat on its snout, and
the rain and warmth have drilled suitably placed holes for the eyes,
while soot fallen from the roof has outlined ears and made the dark
cavities of nostrils.
A streamlined
hen is having a peck at a stone-hard pretzel as clouds with dirty
underbellies crawl across the sky, partly shutting out the sun.
The hen can't get hold of much, as she can't manoeuvre her beak
for the strike, and a piece rolls down the sloping soil like a ball.
Soon the hen gets fed up with her job and hurries over to the other
hens, who are fiddling with any grass-sprout that's even the tiniest
bit of green, flapping their wings every now and then.
Their
bright coppery neckbands glow in the sun; here and there a chip
of gravel slips into a beak, and the little go-getters appear and
disappear, speeding off to the next place of business.
The earth's
still numb with the remains of the snow, but some butterfly, a brimstone
or swallowtail, successfully flutters over the yard....
On the western sector a feathery formation has lost
its shape. The hens are dispersing at random towards the shed-front.
The goat rustles the grass as she pokes about for something eatable.
The duty cat is patrolling near the warty birches. Artfully groping
with her lips, the goat picks out stiff dry stalks and bites off
no more than the young shoots, scarcely a millimetre long.
And he
sent forth a raven, which went forth to and fro.... And the dove
came in to him in the evening; and, lo, in her mouth was an olive
leaf pluckt off. The goat has her back to me. A milk-white bird
flew through the thin mist of clouds and seemed to grunt. A white
raven!
THE PREGNANT WALL CLOCK
The sultriness and heat of the summer days, those gone by and those
to come, are concentrated in this one moment in the foamy
flowering of the apple blossom that all hot summer days are made
of: the summer days of your childhood, your youth and your age,
when you withdraw into the evening cool of your cabin, to carafes
of clear water and linen-covered tables, or rest your head blossomy
pillow-puffs of dandelion clocks, or, at sundown, wrap your hot
body in the wind. In July even the wall clock is pregnant: every
hour and half-hour its womb lets fall a thread of tiny eggs, releasing
larvae to penetrate the timber walls of time.
The aching whiteness of bodies invites us to forbidden
acts, the sighings of naked moments....
THERE AT LAST (OPERATION CHOPPED WOOD)
... The sun sucks my chopped wood dry, taking the same liquid the
sky once rained down into the trees' birth juices. Standing on a
hollow-backed stone, a cockerel crows, causing a fly to drop from
the old cock's beak - one he'd snared for his favourite old girl.
Everywhere it's the same.
If you've
set goals for yourself, you have to stick to them. I too will have
to peel the bark off the innards of every birch branch, as off a
fruit, for kindling.
A person
needs soil for food and soon he'll provide food for the soil.
With my palate tasting of pollen, I circle the chopping block like
a clock hand registering time. I'm there at six in the morning,
back at nine, again at noon, and there once more in the evening,
at the point where I began. Always with my back to the sun.
The fish
pick mosquitoes from the river surface. The birds flutter their
wings, the dogs pant. Last year's reed stalks and catkins sway in
the water with a full load of seed.
The silence
rips a sad wail of the hen that's just risen from her nesting box.
The ash colour of the hens' sinewy legs harmonises with the silver
of their neck feathers.
Total
formal harmony. The cockerel has crowed his father off the dunghill.
Cubic
metre by cubic metre water has flowed from river to river, and from
rivers into the sea; the dungflies glitter round the chicken shit
like diamonds on a brooch, turquoise petals.
My berth has come to an end. My ark has arrived
spot-on at seven o'clock, not one minute earlier, not one minute
later; the clock hand has wiped the heaped measure of time down
to exactly Djibouti 253, on the dot.
'neither
cold nor heat will ever cease,
nor summer,
nor winter,
nor day,
nor night'
Translated by Herbert Lomas
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